Well, this whole websites about me. So you might have picked up on a lot of things. I don't need to give my name or anything, as the people who'll see this know who I am already. If you happen to stumble on this and don't know me, call me N. Anyways. I'm a young adult, aged 19 as of [04/25]. Female. I don't feel like one most of the time. But society loves labels and who am I, but another number on the screen, to try to stray? Of course I wouldn't.. Yeah, just work. Be another cog in an ever hungry system designed for the suffering of the individual. Kill yourself like all the rest of the weirdos. No one wants us here. I've felt weird my whole life. Slightly off from the other kids. I used to mask it, try my best to blend in and keep my head down. I wanted to be liked. And it worked for a few years, I guess. Then middle school happened? Home life changed, I was dealing with a lot of emotions at once and I couldn't cope. I acted out for attention, bullied people, and soiled my reputation. Now, as a high school dropout with a GED (which I completed in just a few months, thankfully. I've always hated school.), I'm basically worthless. No job, no further education, don't have my license yet, no prospects. I can say, "Oh, I'm just taking another gap year! Yeah, you know how it is sometimes!", all I want. But that doesn't count for the fact I don't plan to finish this year. 'Yeah, typical selfish attention whore!', I hear you say. Whatever you want to believe, I don't care at this point. I'll be dead soon and after that, nothing matters.